ITS NOVEMBER!!

November is finally here!

Whew! What a month October was...now I am ready to move on to my fav month of the year. This month has some pretty awesome things coming up. Lets start with the best one.

MY BRO COMES HOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

We enter into Fort Worth Stock Shows this Month for January 2010 Show

THANKSGIVING

I think thats it! Below are a few pics of Chandler in several "occupations" this month. Scarecrow...Cowgirl...Scarlett O'hara

Purse Soldier

I have to tell everyone! I just got my "Army Purse" from the Purse Soldier. She is incredibly awesome at what she dose and for a great rate as well. You provide(or she has) inside material, ribbons, and ACU (or other Military Uniform) and takes them and converts it into a purse, checkbook, makeup bag, diaperbag of one of her pre-designed bags or one of your own. Trust me they are awesome. So come on show your support for your Military Member or Just for our troops in General. Not only are you supporting the Armed Forces but a small business owner as well.

Great Christmas Idea. You have to ask her but it would be awesome for Police, Fireman, Paramedics wife, sister or mom to receive one out of there uniform. I would ask her though if its possible.

www.myspace.com/pursesoldier

The house

While I know there are advantages to being a home owner there are many more advantages to be a renter. The biggest?? If something breaks and you rent it....guess what??.....YOU DONT HAVE TO FIX IT!! I am so freaking tired of fixing crap! The washing machine hose busted and flooded the laundry room before anyone noticed...the Fridge is about to go out. UGH!!! I am so sick and tried of never having any freaking money and things that need to be fixed!!!! I do not want to finance a new fridge but I may have to. UGH!! I need a rich Uncle or a winning lottey ticket

Complete and utter perpetutal bliss weather outside! I LOVE FALL!!!

Oh its so wonderful outside! I jst love this time of year.....fall. Its deer hunting, chili, stews and cornbread and the start of show season! It is just splended out side. Happy fall ya'll!

My fav Season

Ok Fall is my FAV Season!! I love the cooler temps, and pumpkins (I do not like halloween), and of course Thanksgiving! I know its a little early to be getting ready for fall but come on cant a girl dream?! I have allready decorated my desk even!

I am ready to decorate the house for fall, and I dont even decorate it much for christmas. LOL That comes from a momma whos house looks like the hallmark store at christmas time on meth. I swear if you put a "sale" sign in her yard and sold half of what she has it would still be too much. LOL

Well I posted pics on here from my phone, they are not too good. But you get the drift.

COME ON FALL!!!!

Chandlers Room

Ok being a mom of an ADHD kid is never easy, hell just being a mom is never easy. We decided to simplfy her room and make it fun but simple and easy. It has been described (ADHD) as an empty room you empty out a toy box in, cluttered and messy. Thats how its like in the mind of an ADHD kid, so why make her room that way? So we decided to get rid of unnessary furniture and toys and paint. Well I decided to paint her hole room....but oh no Miss Prissy wants her pink room but with Lime Green and Purple "Bubbles" all over it. OMG it sounds simple enough but I have only two walls done and worked alot this weekend. Her room is comming together and her behavior is better and mornings are easir.

I got accused this weekend of being "worrying" too much about my kid. Ok well lets start off by saying I am a mom, this comment came from a old man. Who started off by saying "back in my day kids survied all kinds of stuff", ya I get that but my kid spent the first three years of her life in the docs office, er and pharmacy. She hasnt been sick for almost two years (knock on wood), except for the flu from eariler this year. I try to keep it that way, yes I worry about her Education thats why she goes to Poetry Christian and yes I get her the flu and pheunomia shot every year BECAUSE I dont want her to get it...duh. IDK it just didnt sit right with me and kinda pissed me off. Who the hell cares about how and what I worry about and I do not think I am one of those Obsesive Compulsive Stepford Moms. He should be worrying about the moms who dont care.

Another week another dollar. It seems we are spending dollars and making dimes! Lol i knw everyone of you is in that boat. Its raining here again and i am ready for fall

Ode to Josey

Josey:
My truck, My girl I am so sorry I floored you and hit that brick collum at the bank. I miss judged the distance between your chrome and their stupid brick. You have been as faithful to me as a cowdog is to a cowboy. I am so sorry I hurt your chrome, please forgive me. I will get it fixed by either a new shiny chrome bumper or a brush guard to cover it up. You didnt deserve that and I am sorry.

Love,

(Your Mommy)

My Mother

I have lived my hole life with an absolute crazy mother, one who....well to put it nicely....is off her freaking rocker. While I know she has tried her best to : raise, hate and destroy me (and yes ocassionally all at once) but I can say she did her best at all of them. You cannot fault her for not trying her best. I dont know exactly what is wrong with my mother except it is a personalailty or mental disorder. Okay being honest here my mother is yes indeeded not right, all jokes aside its been a part of my life I have to almost grin and bear it at times. I dont know exctaly what makes my mother tick and how but I do know is she is still my mother and I am to honor and respect her and I know by writing this blog I am not doing either. So Lord forgive. There are times she makes me want to scream, and other smile. I have asked my self over the years why she hates me so much, why must she feel as though she is never good enough for anyone and must keep up with the "Jones's". I wish for my mother to feel comfortable in her own skin, life and yes house. I wish for my mother to find peace and to know that yes their are things out of her control (her children for one) and she must