New Years, Resolutions, Fireworks, Drinking and Celebrating!

The title pretty much sums up new years right?

Well like every new years we vow to make resolutions stick or not to make them, to better our selfs. We want to loose weight, quit smoking, quit drinking, quit drugs, do better and school and/or work, find the right man, have more kids, make more money, save more money or heck....just to be an all round better person.

Last year I vowed to not make any and just try to do my best. Well that didnt exactly work.... AT ALL.... but it was the same even if I did make resolutions.

So this year....I am going to make Afirmations.... Things I want to change, get or do.

1) Loose Weight
2) Find a Church I like and go, ya know like more than once in a blue moon.
3) Buy a Volvo C30 in RED...no more than 2 yrs old....and by October.
4) PAY OFF SOME BILLS!! LOL


Thats it! 4! Easy right?!?! NOT

This year I am seriously going to put some effort into

The End

The End.

An ending of a story, fairy tale, mystery, horror or sifi book, play or movie. Generally THE END leaves the audience with a sence of ending, all the loose ends are tied up...everyone is happily ever after and you walk away knowing that its all right in that world.

In our world....Reality. The End is not always so neat and tied up with a bow. Its hard, ugly and sometimes wonderful and beautiful. Mostly when we speak of The End its not so wonderful. Death, breakups, divorce, broken hearts are just a few things that come with The End.

The End...just because soemthing has ended does not mean it ended. We loose a loved one...its the end of there life but just the beganing of our pain and loss. Sometimes its not so easy to know when to end things. End a friendship, relationship, job or fight...how do we know when we throw our hands up and walk away. Espically depending on how much time, effort and heart is involved in it.