Faith of a Mustard Seed

Today I am having faith of a Mustard Seed, which you know is harder to do than it is to say. I always know God will take care and provide for us, but I am headstrong and think i need to be incontrol of the problem AND I am impatient! LOL What a confession! Write it down and print it out, I dont usually confess that info.

The hub's car has broken down AGAIN...we just spent 1,400 last month on a new transmission, put a tenture pully into it, countless sets of tires, tire rod ends, drive trains and an odomoter cluster (1,500 part!!!) and its only a 2004 with only 128K miles on it! I am begining to realize why they discontinued this model of cars. Well its gonna cost 1,100 plus tax to fix this car, and thats the cheapest quote, so I decided to lets look at trading it in. I called the leinholder and got our pay off, prayed that if this is what God has for us that all the pieces would fall into place that we wouldnt do this unless it was his will. So I am trying to have faith of a mustard seed and put this problem out of my mind, Gods got it and He WILL provide and take care of it. Its just letting the control freak in me to settle down, and shut up. LOL Harder than you think!! I am having to be patient, and let God take control.

God,

Its me again, Carolyn...Dont forget me down here. But I NEED you now, I know i need you always but I need you to open a window on what seems like a closed door. I only want to do your will for our lives, I know you will provide a way and will take care of us. Help me silence the control freak in me to hear your will and path for our lives.

I love you and in your heavenly name
Amen


Later

A child of God having faith of a mustand seed