The house

While I know there are advantages to being a home owner there are many more advantages to be a renter. The biggest?? If something breaks and you rent it....guess what??.....YOU DONT HAVE TO FIX IT!! I am so freaking tired of fixing crap! The washing machine hose busted and flooded the laundry room before anyone noticed...the Fridge is about to go out. UGH!!! I am so sick and tried of never having any freaking money and things that need to be fixed!!!! I do not want to finance a new fridge but I may have to. UGH!! I need a rich Uncle or a winning lottey ticket

Complete and utter perpetutal bliss weather outside! I LOVE FALL!!!

Oh its so wonderful outside! I jst love this time of year.....fall. Its deer hunting, chili, stews and cornbread and the start of show season! It is just splended out side. Happy fall ya'll!

My fav Season

Ok Fall is my FAV Season!! I love the cooler temps, and pumpkins (I do not like halloween), and of course Thanksgiving! I know its a little early to be getting ready for fall but come on cant a girl dream?! I have allready decorated my desk even!

I am ready to decorate the house for fall, and I dont even decorate it much for christmas. LOL That comes from a momma whos house looks like the hallmark store at christmas time on meth. I swear if you put a "sale" sign in her yard and sold half of what she has it would still be too much. LOL

Well I posted pics on here from my phone, they are not too good. But you get the drift.

COME ON FALL!!!!

Chandlers Room

Ok being a mom of an ADHD kid is never easy, hell just being a mom is never easy. We decided to simplfy her room and make it fun but simple and easy. It has been described (ADHD) as an empty room you empty out a toy box in, cluttered and messy. Thats how its like in the mind of an ADHD kid, so why make her room that way? So we decided to get rid of unnessary furniture and toys and paint. Well I decided to paint her hole room....but oh no Miss Prissy wants her pink room but with Lime Green and Purple "Bubbles" all over it. OMG it sounds simple enough but I have only two walls done and worked alot this weekend. Her room is comming together and her behavior is better and mornings are easir.

I got accused this weekend of being "worrying" too much about my kid. Ok well lets start off by saying I am a mom, this comment came from a old man. Who started off by saying "back in my day kids survied all kinds of stuff", ya I get that but my kid spent the first three years of her life in the docs office, er and pharmacy. She hasnt been sick for almost two years (knock on wood), except for the flu from eariler this year. I try to keep it that way, yes I worry about her Education thats why she goes to Poetry Christian and yes I get her the flu and pheunomia shot every year BECAUSE I dont want her to get it...duh. IDK it just didnt sit right with me and kinda pissed me off. Who the hell cares about how and what I worry about and I do not think I am one of those Obsesive Compulsive Stepford Moms. He should be worrying about the moms who dont care.

Another week another dollar. It seems we are spending dollars and making dimes! Lol i knw everyone of you is in that boat. Its raining here again and i am ready for fall

Ode to Josey

Josey:
My truck, My girl I am so sorry I floored you and hit that brick collum at the bank. I miss judged the distance between your chrome and their stupid brick. You have been as faithful to me as a cowdog is to a cowboy. I am so sorry I hurt your chrome, please forgive me. I will get it fixed by either a new shiny chrome bumper or a brush guard to cover it up. You didnt deserve that and I am sorry.

Love,

(Your Mommy)

My Mother

I have lived my hole life with an absolute crazy mother, one who....well to put it nicely....is off her freaking rocker. While I know she has tried her best to : raise, hate and destroy me (and yes ocassionally all at once) but I can say she did her best at all of them. You cannot fault her for not trying her best. I dont know exactly what is wrong with my mother except it is a personalailty or mental disorder. Okay being honest here my mother is yes indeeded not right, all jokes aside its been a part of my life I have to almost grin and bear it at times. I dont know exctaly what makes my mother tick and how but I do know is she is still my mother and I am to honor and respect her and I know by writing this blog I am not doing either. So Lord forgive. There are times she makes me want to scream, and other smile. I have asked my self over the years why she hates me so much, why must she feel as though she is never good enough for anyone and must keep up with the "Jones's". I wish for my mother to feel comfortable in her own skin, life and yes house. I wish for my mother to find peace and to know that yes their are things out of her control (her children for one) and she must

Mommys Night Out. Okay I am not as fun as I use to be that is for sure. I get a night out no kids, no husbands just us girls and what do we do? We got to a movie and then strait home to bed. Why? Because we are exhausted from the day and know we have a big day ahead of us and a million and one things that need to be done before bed and in the morning. Man back in my "young" days I would stay out until the daybreak and then drag my butt home smelling like a bar, makeup under my eyes, hair do undone and hungary. Man alive I use to be fun, the odd thing now is...back in the day that was fun and the little "fuddy duddy" things I do now I think is fun. Wow how life and priorities change. My biggest worry back in the day was who i was dating and what my plans were for that night and weekend. Now I worry about not being a good enough mom, cleaning the house, upcomming class parties and so forth and wish for a weekend where we dont run every ware. I worry about if her uniforms are neatly pressed, her homework is done and everything that needs to be signed is sighed and so forth. Wow I am a granny just like my conrads in the granny brigade.

Ok after about 2 glasses of rum and coke I have done nothing but rattled on and I think i should get off here. I have no kids tonghight and my hsusband is asleep...and since its 0035 hours I think I should go to bed.

Prayer

Lord, another American hero has stepped willingly away from his home and into harm's way that he may protect and serve the nation he loves...we ask that you guard him with special care, Lord, and strengthen him in all ways. Fill his heart with an ever-present knowledge of the love and gratitude his family and friends feel for him. Let his eyes be quick, his body strong and his mind sharp; let his leaders be wise and let his comrades be as brave as he himself is. We ask that you bring him home soon and safe, and that you bring all of America's heroes home soon and safe...let these wars be ended and let Your glorious peace spread throughout the world. We thank You for all the heroes who have stood for our country, and ask You to send special comfort to the families of those who have fallen.
in Jesus blessed name
Amen.

Mabel, Ft. Hood and our Labor Day weekend.

Its Labor Day and we r at Ft. Hood spending the weekend with my sis in law Mabel. I love my Mabel and miss her VERY much! We have had a blast this weekend....shopping, laughing......tequila and seeing historic landmarks. Almost got kicked outta Wal-Mart, took a shower in the front yard, saw a cool old bridge. I hate the 3 hr drive but sure do enjoy seeing her and comming down.

AUGH!!! Never Enough Time!

Work is absolute MADNESS! Trying to clean up another agents mess!!
School is going good for me and Chandler just trying to get back into the swing of things. I am headed this weekend to Ft.Hood to see my sis in law. I miss her so much, but miss my bro much more. Only like 88 days till your home!!! Well I must go to bed, but I thought I would post because I never do and I am trying to be better at it.

Love yall so much!

Updated!

Yes I know its been FOREVER since I last updated my page! I told yall I was SSSOOO bad at blogging, and no one ever reads my blog anyway. So oh well...its updated